My Feet Are Gone!!!!

You don't realize how much pregnancy alters things until it's altrered everything about your body..... A tummy which was flat n soft becomes round and itchy... You belly button pops rigt out, your boobs start showing internal circuitry, your feet become like sausages but other people have to tell you this because you CANT see you feet under that hemisphere which used to be ur tummy and everywhere I go I see people wowing and goosing at the tummy but as happy I am to be pregnant my body is doing a 360 and I don't know if anyone else feels this but I freaked out!!!!! Not helpful either is that with the new football addition I found it impossible to sleep no matter how many pillows I used on either side... Bruce went sailing again and the magnitude of being preganant and alone hit me like a truck...we were supposed to b sailing together....:( But it's not all bad.... The baby moves n I feel it going round in my tummy pushing against by ribs, my diaphragm and mostly just squishing my bladder... Sometimes I think I might set up base in the loo... There's only so many time that you can walk in and out of the bathroom... I read about kegels and freaked out because the book said I should have been doing them for sometime now to make the delivery easier...so I ended up doing them every five minutes... Made me pee more than ever.. Which is all the time.. But the kicking!!!! It's soooo good.. Yes the ultrasounds were lovely but this, this is just a direct cnversation between me n the baby.... I know when it's awake n when it's asleep... N sometimes when I'm on a bumpy road the baby revolts at being jolted out of it's sleep by giving me sharp jabs.... Ok n my skin and hair are all soft n gooey for the first time hahahahah!! Baby was changing things in a big way but maybe somethings would get better??